I Messed Up Day 1!!!!!!!!!!!

As I'm writing this I'm trying to keep from closing this laptop and rolling over.  I just finished my cardio tonight.  I'm so pooped and sore I hope that I'll be able to walk tomorrow.  Shout out to Roxy my first follower. Thanks Chica for the support. 

Anyhow let me tell you about my supposed Day 1

Okay, guys so I kind of messed up.  I set my alarm to wake up on Sunday around 9ish.  Did I get up? Heck No!!!!!!  I slept until 11.  I woke up and I tell you guys procrastination is ugly.  I didn't work out until 2ish.  I wrote on TAM's facebook about how hard the workout was and you guys gave me much encouragement.  So I worked out and ate right up until dinner.  I had a slice of pizza. Eeeeeekkkkkk :(  I know, I know.  I'm so bad it's terrible.   I only had it because I felt guilty that I had all this left over food from the family that I had over the holidays.  Plus I still hadn't gone shopping for the groceries for TAM's menu.   Then In my head I kept telling myself oh you'll be okay, on weight watchers your way under your points and you did your workout.  WHAT???? Who does that?  Who mixes and matches diets?  Then as I continued to read TAM's fan page I realized I need to start over fresh and also because I saw some pictures of some fans and I tell you the results are amazing!  They are sticking to the plan by the book.   So yesterday was officially my 1st day.  It didn't go the way I wanted totally but its a start.  I'm so exhausted that I will write to you about Day 1 & Day 2 tomorrow.

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year!  So today is the first day of 2011 and like most people I'll be starting a diet and workout for 30 days.  I'll be doing the 30 day Tracy Anderson Boot Camp.  I just finished syncing my workout music and I'm sitting here looking at my hips and how wide it has spread over the last few years.  I took the pleasure of looking back at an old photo of a cruise trip I took back in 2006.  I was so small and cute.  Ugghhhh, I've been starting a diet every Monday ever since.  I cant seem to get back to that weight much less out of the 160's.  I have a sweet tooth problem and once I start I cant stop.  I'll be going shopping tomorrow for the groceries that Tracy mentioned in her book.  Starting on Jan 2nd by the book!  Wish me luck people.

What does turning 30 mean to you?

In a few hours I'll be turning the BIG 30! A part of me is scared and another part of me is excited.  I'm excited to start a new decade still being young but now with a little more knowledge and wisdom.  However I'm scared of not knowing what the future holds. Will I make the right life decisions that will affect me when I'm in my senior years?

In my twenties it was a roller coaster.  I've made silly decisions and lost and gained friends, changed careers,moved out state and made big investments etc.  I'm wondering if its in your thirties when things start clicking and you know for sure what it is that you want and where your going in life.

Anyone else out there that turned thirty recently?  What does turning thirty mean to you?  Let me know your thoughts!